You may be saying ...

"I am skeptical
about Christian Salvation
for a lot of different reasons."

We understand what you are saying.
You are studying some quasi religious books and traditions.
You may be turned off by the mentioning of God.
You are reasonable, though.
You want some answers.

Christians are shouting about ...
* being "Saved" or "Born Again"
* "I know that I am Saved, why aren't you?"
* "I know that I am going to Heaven, don't you want to?"
* etc.

But you are asking ...
"What is the Truth?"
Better yet, ...
"Where is the Proof that any of this is True?"